All those little things, I want it too (an ugly truth)

You know,
all those little things
that you threw for free for anyone but me
I want it too

All the love emoticons, that you put on her comment sections,
I want to attract your eyes too

All the likes, that you put on the artsy pictures in her social media
I want that validation too

All the support, that you shower on her witty writing tweet
I want you to read my writings too

All the songs, that you put on an album named after her initial
I want you to listen because of me too

All the effort, that you put to confess to her three times
I want you to try for me too, even for once

But to you,
I'm invisible

Solok, May 8th 2020

An ugly truth; you don't want me