Untangling the stories: my dad survived Covid-19

This day last month, October 17th 2020, we (my family and I) heard that shocking news that my dad, is positive for COVID-19. I can’t say that we didn’t  really see this coming. I mean, with the current number, which is exponentially growing up. Statistically it would be very close to us. Somebody within our circle is expected to have...

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To Accept the Past

Everybody has their past. Our friends, our parents, our partners, and even us ourselves; You, and me, too. The past might be bitter lesson or remarkable memories, which somehow shapes us into who we are today. This part memory is inseparable and unchangeable. That’s just, live with you. And the best you could do is of course deal with it. And I’m fine with my past. I feel like, more often than not, I can be at peace of what had...

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To throw the bad things away

They say we have to throw the bad things in our life away, so that we can have more space for the good things. I've been fine living with the wrongs, that in 2020 I decided to cut them all once I noticed the good that I wanted to keep in life. But then life, won't let you have it all. The only good that I wanted, who is the reason I cut everyone else that does not fit my vision, does not want me back. Lol What a fucking cl...

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All those little things, I want it too (an ugly truth)

You know, all those little things that you threw for free for anyone but me I want it too All the love emoticons, that you put on her comment sections, I want to attract your eyes too All the likes, that you put on the artsy pictures in her social media I want that validation too All the support, that you shower on her witty writing tweet I want you to read my writings too All the songs, that you put on an album named after...

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Inadequacy

Hi, Welcome to my first writing in 2020, it's 1.02 a.m, May, 3rd 2020. It's already one month since self-quarantine due to Corona. Briefly, things are sad. people lose job, people starving, animal is starving. The fear, the tense, and the pressure from economic-life feels like it's endless. I know it's a super privilege to not be bothered by that at all. My payroll is coming as per usual and my work does not directly depend on...

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We Need Faith

We need faith. When thing does not feel like they are going somewhere, or when all these unpredictable things hit, thats where the faith helps. That at least, we felt secure about our current decision, about the path that we are taking. As the age of 22 hits, as I graduated from college, that’s where it all began. I am, you know (lol you don’t) the typical mediocre student who is fine, my papers are fine, and I feel like...

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Why cant you just endure your girlfriend when she was acting up

Why cant you just endure your girlfriend when she was acting up? Even if you can’t endure it Why can’t you just tell her that it is wrong instead of giving up? Even if you are tired of telling her Why can’t you just tell her that this does not have to mean an end? Even if you think this has to be an end Why can’t you just quit it without blocking her access to you? Even if you so fed up and believed that...

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